June 26, 2006

  • OUR RELECTIONS – GHOSTS TO OURSELVES

    So I dive,
    shallow be thy name;
    my ghost, the wilderness.

    Life like nature,
    I dive into the moment;
    but the moment be but a pond, my ghost.

    Meaning of poem

    It is the world that makes ghosts of us, or better ghosts of the past, but we make our own world, do we not? I greater than suppose…

June 10, 2006

June 4, 2006

  • Endless days, we live only for ourselves – I guess…

    Thus all things move,
    I tour you,
    like diamonds sparkle.
    Hold me not,
    nor vision me -
    for the night is young.
    And grips are fake,
    lacking the 4 winds of loss, grip, tender, and swarming.
    My heart is ere, and not.
    Fame not me to impression,
    and go beyond the machine
    to gothic heart, and owl eyes.

    meaning of poem part 1
    Of the 4 winds.- Winds tends to signify a coming of things, but not in a controlled way. It is more about things that just happen in an uncontrolled way. Loss, and grip concerns possesso(a latin play on the word); tender and swarming concerns the intensity of the wind, as from warm breezes to gust.

    meaning of poem part 2
    There is much nothingness ere, as a diamond does nothing, but shines. So I do nothing, but shine: the painting uses cubism, which is also more about shape (its shine) than effect as with watercolour painting.

    ‘Hold me not’

    For I cannot be held, only sensed. For if something cannot be grasped, it is free from attachment.

    meaning of poem part 3
    ‘the night is young’

    It is interesting that the night is always young, as it appears to become more youthful deeper in the night, but the day seems to start middle aged, and become older!

    It is about the blueness of the morning, in contrast to the redness of the evening, more to do with subtle colour changes of the day, whereas the night no such thing. But in this way, one can tell if the sun is rising or falling in a picture. The morning is the Blues.

    meaning of poem part 4
    A gothic heart does not fear death, like a machine. Owl eyes that dare to look at the darkness, and even converse with it by finding an opening to it in a non biased way.

May 18, 2006

  • HEART IN TENSION

    The heart in shadow like doubts,
    whispers from a lost union.

    Heart in tension,
    is too much like doubt.

    And reason spins,
    like me, focused in anxious.

    Meaning of poem is, we corrupt ourselves, when we doubt our energy.

May 9, 2006

  • CONFESSION – I HIDE IN MY POETRY

    I am fake,
    I hide in dreams.

    But what is hiding -
    do I still play hide and seek.

    Look in thy mirror,
    and measure thy shadow.

    For the wings of thy air,
    escape with me.

    Find the meaning in the poem I hide,
    I will count to 50.

    I have counted to 50:

    Meaning of poem.- We hide also out of love, for it can be daring to spell out words. To look too much at our own expression (mirror). Even models, who look too hard in the mirror, see themselves as ugly, though much ugliness finds beauty in the mirror, by looking just as hard, but not too hard in the mirror: for their reflection may be weaker.

May 2, 2006

  • Sad, but true poem (variation)


    Where is the cosmos of duality?
    Is this it!

    A small error builds in life,
    it becomes bigger, and becomes life.

    A mistake in error, becomes…more,
    sad, but true.

    We move well when we move simply -
    for an error in life is repeated in eternity.

    Meaning of poem, is about how little errors become big, though if there were longer days in life, maybe it would not be so. But it is interesting how a little scratch on one’s back – an unnoticed feeling, or thought can become a mountain of untruth, or deception.

    Bonus – sad, but true news for may 06
    Reuters – A Pakistani couple were released Saturday after serving five years in jail for adultery, their only crime having been to fall in love and get married.

April 23, 2006

  • sad, but true



    Where is the play?
    Is this it!

    A small mistake multiplies in life,
    it becomes bigger.

    A small error, becomes…
    sad, but true.

    Make small the lower nature,
    for an error in life is repeated in life.

    Meaning of poem, is about how little errors become big, though if there were longer days in life, maybe it would not be so. But it is interesting how a little scratch on one’s back – an unnoticed feeling, or thought can become a mountain of untruth, or deception.

April 16, 2006

  • 2006 album

    Don’t worry, its legal.

    (Hidden) Meaning
    The album cover is of an air ship, which is very slow, so the illegal speed could be about moving too slowly, and not too fast in the world, for in the cover it flies over a sphere.

April 2, 2006

  • Happiness within happiness,
    past poor image.

    Lifting with effort,
    being within being.

    Crying without crying,
    loss without defeat.

    Fear like waves,
    depth in shallowness.

    Meaning of poem.- Meaning is about understanding perception, therefore one can have too much understanding. One also needs spaces between thoughts.

March 28, 2006

  • Taste the taste,
    and look beyond the reach, where fables lie.

    Look not like that,
    forget not that inner taste.

    Crumbs fall, and food is eaten;
    when sorrow falls we forget where that feeling is!

    MEANING OF POEM

    The way things are, we care so little, without check. It is about taste: we taste so much without food. Though life is not eaten, but what do we do to the life in the day.